Sunday, May 22, 2005
woke up early today to play soccer at yishun
weeeeeeee..my legs are itching to do some tricks on those balls...
faisal ask me to tag along to play...
kinda off miss soccer..
went to town alone in the afternoon
went up to taka to check out some stuffs..
met faizal for a short while n played fifa..
quite a game..
anyway
words cant describe how it feel
i swear im giving my inisde out to the one..
haZwAn
1:10 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
sometimes i think i wonder n ponder things too much..
mix feeling every where..
haZwAn
11:06 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
tomorrow will be my first n last paper for the exams.
im actually not quite bothered with it..
just want to get over it..
but i think im goin to miss sch..
i think im holding to fake realities.
im becoming paranoid
over some things which i dun wish to elaborate..
its back to square one..
damn it...
haZwAn
9:46 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
im having a major stomach upset...
must be the pure white chocolate..
today im abit not myself...
jus feeling stuck up...
im feel that im a fool...
but i dun mind being one
i jus can hope n pray everything will be right...
just being there for me make me feel alrite..
it jus make me feel secure..
haZwAn
10:44 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
im back to square one...
its a damn cycle...
i dont know where am i ..
where do i stand ?
haZwAn
12:23 AM
Friday, May 13, 2005
today im woke up super early...
615Am..tried to get back to sleep but somehow i cant..
so here i go..
i cant stop thinking about this particular thing i want to do...
i got a month to work for it...
and hope to get enough cash for it
geeEee..
went to komalas to meet nad.umi and syera
the meal was quite a blueAkkwAWkk for me..
but ok ok go ah..
went to coffeebean after that..
jus went chilling till 9 plus..
to be honest im not looking foward for the upcoming chalet..
whatever shit it is..i hope it will turn out fine..
ok i miss my soccer mates..
missing orientals.
miss those time when every weekend we would go out playing soccer be it rain or shine.
damn we were good..
the team is jus perfect with the colloboration of us.
we would play street soccer during holidays...
how those dudes mends my cracky heart n mind and make me feel better..
it just go away it a flash...
my orientals are the best...
tricks, skills, laughter, happiness, lateness, passes, goals, jokerS,
are part of us..
u just keep smiling when u are with them..
andy.johnny.pravo.jason.farhan.faisal.husairy.khairil.sabri.brendhan.khairul.
damn i miss u guys..
haZwAn
6:57 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
saturday was ok...
it didnt seem that bad..
went out with nirwan to sim lim first..
he bought some stuffs over there...
head down to douby ghaut after that...and went to play x-box
kinda off a kewl way to sit back and enjoy...
i feel like bringing those cosy sofa home...it jus make u wanna to sleep there
went to have late lunch n stroll down town after a couple of games...
went to borders to browse through some magazines after that..
well what can i say... a smooth sailing day !
today is mother's day...
and i didnt know it was mother's day till i read the papers...
wakkwak
ok happy mother's day to my mum
well, i got nothing for my mum actually...
wakwkakwa...
ok.. im bad....
i will think of sumthing to make it up...
mayb i buy for her lunch...and then maybe i will deliver it personally to her at her work place..
do u know a short call or even a simple sms such as asking what u doin from someone make ur day?
well...
u really make my day..thanks..
haZwAn
11:50 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
ok today is friday.
n tomorrow is saturdaY..
again..i got no plans....
fuck saturdaYs
i jus wanna to spent my saturday with somebody...
i jus wish i could do sumthing....
i wish to have a talk...
i feel like picking up my mobile n give u a call..
jus wanna to talk...like wat we use to do..
im always hoping my mobile would beep 1 message received or ring, and receive a
a call...
isnt its funny how some things in life are jus not what it seems to be
i guess hoping for something its always a major turndown for me
sometimes i hope too much..i guess i would stop hoping
i need assurance and everything will be OK for me
sometimes i analyse things too much...
and i find more questions than answers..
haZwAn
11:16 PM
ok..
i think im an idiot..
hope things would change for the better..
its rather empty when things go bad..
come n fill those empty spaces..
i dunno wat the hell happen...
haZwAn
12:04 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
wati met with a motorcycle accident...
it look bad to me..couple of broken bones..
imagine the pain she have to go through
well... hope she will be recovering soon...
haZwAn
10:20 PM
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